Jowy's screwed up life

Busy is not the right word

2010-07-14T00:38:00.003+08:00

wow its been a month since i record down details of my memories. Anyway its been a busy slacking month i should say. Besides the usual job searching and interviews, its just eat sleep play. I felt sinful though haha... ever since i manage to get some income from part time jobs, i been eating nice food and enjoy myself to the fullest, free to take nap in the hot afternoon and got to play tons of games. Still my aim is to find a job before i went back for reservice and brush back my body to shape for IPPT and hope to get another 200 bucks incentive heh.

Been a loooong month

2010-06-16T16:50:00.004+08:00

Yes, im a graduate now and i have been planning on how to deal with my excessive pile of notes in my room. BBQing them comes right in my mind ;)

I went to a job interview the day before the result was published. to my surprise..i was selected for some middle lvl management post in banking sector and yeah the interview last for 2hrs+ haha...still, its just an initial interview, sigh. just hope for the good news to come.

Following next week, part time work at sony road show for FIFA PS3. this is what i call 'work'. Basically u wont need to 'work' to work, its enjoyment. u simply play along. the best thing is that we get a free soccer ball worth of a 100 bucks lol
Well, now and then i just go job hunting and as well as buffet hunting heh.

World cup! though im not really into soccer life, but those official songs really makes me high.

The great singapore sale

2010-06-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

Im on a shopping spree! haha...im more like an shopaholic auntie now, jumping from Jp, 313, Ion and places around orchard looking for offers and some citibank discounts :D think im gonna burst my card limit soon >.> oh yeah dinner at wisma, caught a rare delicacy that you wont find it in common places haha... Though i forgotten what this dish called, its delicious! but watchout for the bones.

It looks as if its flying ya? heh

Besides shopping, gonna start hitting the gym. aaargh body aches.... ever since army, i havent lost any weight or gain any. sux. i really need some weight.

Time changes

2010-05-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

Ever had some flashbacks of your younger past?

Well, i recieved some unexpected call for some job interview yesterday. Strangely its rather some decent companies haha... and i never sent any resumes out. i decided to check things out and made an appointment :)

Since yesterday i have been searching for my O lvls cert for job interviews, looking everywhere the house and finally came to a conclusion that it must be under the closet. i remembered i hid something or rather 'accidentally' threw something inside. And yeah i spent the whole morning and afternoon flip flop everything and lift that heavy closet of mine and found it! To see those results on my cert, i shove it back again. A disgrace actually, i rather had it lost. Perhaps thats the reason it end it there.

I always had second thoughts about job interviews before i gotten my results, but that lady keep telling me doesnt matter...so oh well. No harm going for a try, good opportunity doesnt come twice.

The crappy piece of cert really reminds me alot of my younger times aih... but am glad im becoming what of me now :) just noticed i changed quite alot.

Pubbing at Acid bar

2010-05-23T04:19:00.002+08:00

Its strange that i lost my interest in clubbing but instead, im kinda addicted to pubbing. Maybe its a sign that im getting old? haha... was a havoc child at a young age, clubbing at Rush (techno club), hanging around late, getting caught by police accused of gang fights haha...i cant forget. Its rather hard to believe with my looks todae ya? well, everybody has their havoc days. I guess mine just started to turn around. Enjoying chilling out at some pub, having a glass of wine with music covers to lighten my mood. heavenly feeling indeed! Todae i just get to watch my friend's friend which is also my friend now, performing in the pub haha...

gonna plan more chill out session in pub in future to come :)

Post exam 'holidays'

2010-05-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

Been enjoying, yes
Been gaining weight, maybe
having fun, yes and no

after a certain period of 'slacking', there comes boredom.
Worrying is the only thing that comes to my mind whenever i hoping for something good to happen, but its just a waste of effort to worry when i can't possibly do anything. Results be good ok?

Finding a job is quite tiring and finding a good job is much more difficult. At the moment i will just wait for the results and get ready my cover letter and resume to mass send. The status of being a graduate differs alot rather than an unconfirmed graduate waiting for results.

been watching alot of movies lately since i got really nothing to do besides messing up my already-done jigsaw puzzle and pieceing it up again and again...that bores me after pieceing it up twice of the same picture. i need frames! but its freaking expensive. Guess i will just buy 1 by 1. After watching a few good movies, im somehow fansinated by japanese movies once again. Know, great movies don't always need to have a happy endings.

Soon comes boredom

2010-05-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

I should have plan my holidays properly. It just came all at once and now im running out of ideas soon. remaining ideas on my list:
1. Jamming
2. Shopping
3. Buffeting
4. Jigsaw puzzling
5. Room decoration
6. PS3
7. BBQ

now comes my liabilities: The army. ippt not cleared, cant go long overseas trip... im so caged.

Hey Ironman 2 is just getting better, i really enjoy those jokes and story twist :) its just way much better comparing to Ipman 2. maybe its just my preference.

As the hunger continues...

2010-05-09T00:29:00.008+08:00

more delicacies before mother's day!

Cheesey chicken (without cheese) + soft shell crabs + Chawanmushi + rice + miso soup + oranges and hot green tea

With Aaron

Playing with the camera~

Food rating 4/5 stars

Well basically because i havent gotten my results yet, i dare not take on part time/ full time job so i have lotsa free time to enjoy... if only im confident of my exams i will be very much working already haha...maybe. Just continue my job search for the time being...1 month till my results are release, in another words, i have 1 month of freedom or boredom to be.

Buffet again

2010-05-06T19:02:00.005+08:00

Buffet never fail to brighten my day :D perfect 80% fullness in me makes me like a floating piggy ^^

This the opening dish

Some handroll for fun

And those fried onesWahaha and those strange onesJust eat!

And ofcourse many many more dishes! the prawns are outstanding, never in my life eaten that raw 'eggs' or reddish thing on that prawn head... damn raw taste..keep telling myself, its kinda tonic ya? haha... Great day to start with a buffet, i lovin it.

crazy

2010-05-06T01:13:00.002+08:00

Somehow i really don't feel like staying at home during this period, out to enjoy while i can. Cause its time to get a job soon! maybe i should try a part time for the time being before i gotten my results, yikes. totally no confidence ya? if not i could have plans getting a full time job. Oh hey im surprised that i still have time to blog often haha...normally when im busy enjoying or stressing i wont really have time for blogging.

Alright, gonna plan for a jam soon. the need to release the music craziness in me :D

Its over!!!!

2010-05-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

Yesh the exams are over! today marks the day of my temporary freedom till i officially gotten my results ha! damn nervous, i wanna graduate!! but for now, no point worrying for something thats gonna happen anyway. Im gonna enjoy life while i can...work life can be tiring or enjoyment depends on my job bah..so much for a HR guy ya? exams just finished got a job offer up on the phone lol but its part time :( this time i wanted full time! :D

Ok, first on the list...hmm... a BBQ party? Jamming? or buy myself a jigsaw puzzle?

undermining exams

2010-05-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Is it that im getting used to exams or am i taking it too lightly? im not even scared or nervous about the exam in 2 days time...im still watching comedies laghing my jaw off, falling asleep while reading notes... maybe im just too tired after the past 2 papers i took its hellish! what can i expect of the next one though, worst? ha!

Im already thinking of post exam activities already, Ikoi or yoshimbo? haha...need to have a big buffet to start my days free of college life, maybe. besides worrying about my exams result i might just get on with my life :D

Sad

2010-04-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

Sad, sad, sad, very sad...near emo but not emoing...Very demoralising

Study hard yet im not applying right in my exams. there were ppl complaining about the format of the questions but still its exam questions. Do or not do, its done for... 2 papers down with a 50/50 confidence, just hoping for some miracle? ha...i dont really believe in miracles though. Hey think positive, 1 more paper to go and there goes college life! hopefully.

Always look on the bright side of life~

Limit break

2010-04-28T03:05:00.003+08:00

Im a very patient guy and thats why im not easily to get angry, but that doesnt mean that i do not get agitated easily. In fact i always take it into account but just a matter of whether to accept or ignore. Exams already very stressful, i just hate those people who purposely asking for trouble..trying to irritate me =.=

The more i listen to Anya Marina's songs the more i fell in love with her sexy voice haha... now that to hear k-on's 'Listen!!" i really miss my bass alot...and im addicted to keyboardist haha...gonna find a pianist!

Alright 1 paper down, 2 more to go. though the first paper im not sure what am i writing about but i hope the marker doesnt mind some extra not-really-related details in the answers! pray hard.

dum di dum

2010-04-23T15:19:00.003+08:00

Im going crazy not becos im too nervous or afraid of exams nearing but the opposite, i dun really feel anything and slacking still =.= maybe its becos of the noise pollution in my house or the seduction of many stuffs in my room haha... i dun have a habit to study on a table unless the table is as big as my carpet... its magic ;)

late night supper helps replenish my energy for more storage of info, i kinda like that though... a good supper after a long day of study :)

counting down 4 more days to doomsday

Exam stress

2010-04-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh...the exam stress is killing me, hopfully its the last academic stress im going through... strange but i only feel the stress when im guilty of enjoying stuffs or doing nothing ha! but still something never change...i still eating more and more everyday...

Today got back most of my assignment results, kinda disappointing to see those marks..aih... maybe my expectations are high.. okie just left exam to clear! think from now on, im gonna hide in my hell hole till exam :( music is my best partner. i cant wait till 4th may!

Happy suay day

2010-04-19T23:38:00.004+08:00

Got a blasting hot morning to start with, rushing to woodland lib to copy some notes...and i hate lib haha...nv had gd memories, the smell...ugh

okie there i thought my day was normal, just when i finished everything and decide to go home, god pee!...so i waited, ok rain stopped...i cross the road, i got splash by this damn yellow honda fit...it better not be roneh... arrived half wet at causeway point to see a sparkling watch haha... took me 10 mins and i bought it without asking much... brand? i dunno...price? ouch... my style? oh yeah....

reason i bought it, stress perhaps... for many yrs since i wore a watch at sec sch...been at least 5 yrs... i told myself i wont get tied down by time, but now times are diff i guess. Ha..at least its not a girl that gave me that lol gonna change the meaning of getting 'tied down'. the back is more attractive ;) my new babe!

well stay beautiful, i dun feel like being tied down yet :D

alright my exam mugging progress is really slooooooooooow! comon get motivated! start ur engine!!!

pre exam fever

2010-04-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

last hurdle now, 3 more paper to go and its over for sch life!! so much to hate and so few to love.
and todae marks the day of my last day to enjoy before exam...gonna try to mug all the way till exam day now.

Ha...now im comparing Lisa hannigan with my old time favouriate Eva cassidy, bah...

Im stocking up my doritos once again wahahaha... its just tempting whenever i look at it in NTUC, not to mention those wines :)

Time to get some income of my own, need to deco my room. for yrs its so empty lol but i do like it like that...the feeling of emptiness with style, get wat i mean? anyway gonna get some paint, time to draw some graffiti on my room ceiling, pray that my art skill is still there haha... honestly i hate to do anything that involve tedious thinking. the reason i walk the path of art simply becos i can just do wat i do best but the reality is cruel, art doesnt pay well...treat it as a hobby ba.

Last Exam!!!!!!!

strange happenings

2010-04-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

Last day of sch, i received a big swollen bite from some buggy in sch zzzzz on my leg, so lovely red =.=

whenever i think of my unfinished assignment and upcoming exams, i lost my appetite. maybe its a good thing..just wait till everything is finished..im building up my apetite...beware! roar.

Alright time to ban myself off entertainment sources, bye PS3, guitar, parties....will miss u all~ haha...thats where all my love goes to~

weather nowadays really spoils everything, looks like gods becoming moody at times. hot cold hot cold, mostly hot.

I listen to almost all kind of music but theres some music i cant tolerate, malay music is one of them. i dun mind wat culture differences we have but i cant tolerate group of malay singing so loud with guitar at my neighbour place. the thought of calling police really cross my mind at times. its my mum thats always compromising them. growl.

before the exam even started i already thinking of how to spend my time after exam lol

some of the tasks:

- send out resumes

- research for frames for all my jigsaw puzzles done (5 frames at least haha...need to decorate my wall and clear some storage space)
- im targeting that jigsaw puzzle, remember to buy it
- practice my guitar
- go for a few buffet treats
- IPPT
- organise a BBQ, time to burn my notes :D

Things to consider:
- new carpet
- new bed
- new PC
- iPhone 4gs
- get a gf (request by mum)

little bday

2010-04-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

hyper cute little girl with a gentle cute little bro really stir my thoughts. hmm...hope my kids wont be too rowdy...ha! think abt gf first then. little bday for the little kid with big guys standing around, doesnt make the bday kid feel uneasy? well i will. i just gave a present bigger than the boy himself lol

ahhh buffet week over, time to cut down for exams! start start start!!!

rush for time

2010-03-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

Assignments not finished, exams not studied, ff13 not complete, songs not complete too aargh i need time! i really really really hate incompleted stuffs!!! but i cant seem to focus on one by one cos all needs lotsa time to finish! duh...oh yea, i bought something new to try on haha... introducting garnier light brightening eye roll on :D gonna photo take my progress with it heh, before and after :)

i never had so much trouble finding a bday present for a 2 yr old toddler =.=" and hey toys are expensive!

buffet here buffet there buffet everyday~ at this rate im just wasting my $$ away >.> i wonder where all those food went... no worms symptoms, perhaps body metabolism still high...damn, i need those fats!

and yay my old spec done repairing, now i officially have 2 specs haha..which one shd i use ne...

vexing

2010-03-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

gotten busy out of sudden, assignments and exams are a big hit :( but with music, games, sports and food, life is kinda balance ya :) ppl around me are already making me nervous, started exam mugging and looking for jobs already! and im still enjoying myself bah...

im going to seal my guitar on the 13th april, oh so is my ps3 too! but im not going to seal my mouth :D

I wonder what I will do if im outside without my glasses, I will be much like a blind mice in a maze haha... bumming into stuffs ppl dun usually thought of, stupid me.

friends keep asking me if im gay... >.> Hey, now i sorta figure out im attracted to which kind of girls hahaha....!

Random thoughts

2010-03-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

Time files, its almost exam. still, assignment worries me. 2 more to go though...aih...

Guess ff13 gonna wait abit

Recently i just dun have the mood to do anything intensive or listen to any fast tracks. preferred smoothing music to calm myself. i went back to listen to eva's songs haha...

just when i wanted to go darken myself up alittle, its raining season >.>

ice wine is drink to enjoy...yesterday night becos its almost 5am and i need to finish up that opened bottle of ice wine before i sleep...it cant be kept for later date though argh..so...down it goes like water >.>
wat a waste of good expensive stuff aih.... but i felt shiok after that...haha..i had some problem standing still though lol

tired

2010-03-16T21:02:00.001+08:00

brain dead, i need rest...food...games....movies....

2 more assignments to go before exams :D

White's day/ my lucky day

2010-03-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

Sun morning in school...yeam sux but something has needs to be done, no chioce.

But i gotten my HDMI cable for cheap :D got a nice breakfast on my way to school too, that brighten me up alittle

Oh yeah now to find more mahjong kakis around the west haha... surprisingly

for lunch i went to vivo city HK restuarant and had my first time eating this-->

Yup its quite nice and appealing but its also quite expensive for this meal (doesnt worth that price), guess i rated it 4/5 for the taste and 3/5 overall for the ambience and everything.

upon finishing i went round bukit batok to search for FF13 but its all sold out/ uber expensive..guss i got to wai alittle. looking on the bright side, i can concentrate on my studies first haha...

oh yeah, castle age i gotten the most power spell and armour todae weeeee im fully equiped i should say, gotten all the best item now :D whats more i hit one of the epic generals! lotus weee sexy ha!

band practice is always a great experience, together we strive for nov/dec concert performance yeah!

ok todae suppose to be whites day, since no gf...i dun expect chocolates haha....will cntinue eating my rocher and counting my rocher rose as i fold them one by one, a bouquet!

Okonomiyaki madness

2010-03-12T19:06:00.004+08:00

Today class suppose to be at 12pm and i thought the class is at the usual 3.30pm so...end up i missed the class, quite a wasted trip. well to compensate that, i got to treat myself something nice to forget and relief :D

Tea time at YakiyakiBo teppanyaki restaurant! Nice ambience
Ordered my usual Okonomiyaki set meal :D
Yes and it includes ice cream dessert

Sadly yeah im alone but well any goodies that fills my tummy makes me a happi man. Its not the first time i went to this restuarant but its the first time im blogging it haha...

3 assignments to go before the final exams, i wanna graduate!!

Project 'get fat'

2010-03-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

Once again its been a failure. I need to get some fats!!! After glurping down all those CNY goodies and steamboats, i dun feel any fatter...instead i felt more sick zzzz too heaty

Time for some short sun tanning, im beginnning to turn white again...aih...
-can't get fat
-easily white
isnt those what girls always wanted? blah....

Plan B, continue with my supper madness..

time wastage

2010-03-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

happily banking in my angbao $$ :) thinking of how to spend those amount next hehe..

so much for the time spent since cny for assignments and its time for a little rest...time for some movies. i regret watching twilight and new moon though..

the story is just lame shit, trying to be romantic at times... i laugh whenever i think abt the girl who fell in love with 2 abnormal creatures but rejects the humans. vamps with shiny skin, lame. werewolves who transformed into double size of human wont get their pants torn, lame. so many frauds i can find

CNY/V-day

2010-02-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

First of all, i got no valentine so....skipped haha...

Trying to kick aside those thoughts of those undone assignments and go with the CNY mood but still its still bothering me abit. And there i have 3 continuous days of steamboat for lunch and dinner since 13th feb, at 14th is so pathetic that the table im with is all the singles..staring at each other, sad sad sad..
This year suddenly pop out an english man from england lol i didnt know i have such relative now, predicting the future to have a global family soon :D such fun thoughts kills my boredom during visits. Visits were so boring in my big family, no gambling, no console games, no PC...*faint* the only entertainment is the TV shows and lotsa food! but todae i was invited to another friend's house to gamble lol
Tmr gonna continue to visit some relative aih...sian...somehow its not worth to exchange ang bao with boredom, i feel old out of sudden with those kids running around me calling me "shu shu"!

Been a terrible week

2010-02-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

all because of wil2 module and i get to got school everyday and somedays from 8.30am-6.30pm... further more my flu recovering veri slow! with sleepless nights and long hours in school, i see no reason why my flu has to recover that fast...
zzzz assignments piling up and i got to get started.
CNY coming up, prepare some invisible ear plugs and hands out for ang bao :) i sense that this year's nagging gonna be worst than previous year, among my cousins...im next of batch to get married! uh.
yea happy valentines day falls on the same day of CNY, how convinent >.>

well consider this the last time im going through..time to make changes, got to start even early to clear my assignments.

Regarding those nags, i have yet to come out with an excuse so....still thinking ha. need to be creative every year yea? lol

Life just got busy

2010-01-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

Never ending army issues damn, i have trouble catching up on my studies already...hope no more after CNY...but sadly my CNY gonna burn becos of assignments zzzz but try to think of the bright side huh once over its just exams away from graduation haha....if i manage to pass all

think of the bright side of life doo doo~

Losing brain power

2010-01-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

Fever just recovered but im still feeling tired, brain not working....Today not suppose to have class but i went. It rather funny though to think of it, how cockster of me. Since last week which class falls on thursday, i assume the next week would fall on thursday again. So without looking at the time table i just went...there after i open the door to my class, stared at the foreign lecturer for awhile and ran back out and msg all my friends...damn then i realise theres no class, its friday...

got to sleep early...i need rest. this fever already burned half of my brain power

Monday night fever!

2010-01-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yay my 1st fever of the year and i wont need to go school :) but i have to stay in bed the whole day ....

well its strange that every start of the years especially in Jan i will fall ill...and i mean every year. strange body i have doh...

First post of the year!

2010-01-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

heh was a busy year 2009, but its all over! the bad along with the happy ones! Somehow i feel sorry i missed out alot of friends not able to catchup on them...
Oh well, new year ahead, i just wish that everyone around me is healthy and happy thats all.

Theres people asked me why am i always so positive/always smiling, happy, its hard to put them in words. As everyday theres alot of unhappy things happened around the world and being able to be happy at even small things, its worth to be happy about :)

now its been 12 years since and im still addicted to your voice, you're always my favourite :D

New year, new blog skin and also because the old one got some gitch.

Alright time to do some active blogging now!

Year end resolution

2009-12-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Mine very simple, i just wish everyone to be healthy and happy :D

so many days of over enjoyment, i couldnt find a time to blog about :( being to clubs, chalets, BBQ, Bdays and wedding dinners and more coming in soon, new year countdowns, house warming and more BBQs! lol im dying already

Good things in life:
I gotten a little babe for christmas for myself :)
Im very close to learning a complete song
met new friends

ICT of the year on dec

2009-12-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

I get emo everytime nearing ICT, its never good to heard. 2 yrs of NS life and 10 yrs of borthersome mobilisation and ICT...oh and also ippt. govt really have their way of pushing us NSmen around.
the first few days of ICT kinda slack until the last 4 days was really hell, Ippt(s) + no time to sleep + outfield ammo party + combat shoot (sux i want the $200 T_T )
the only thing i gain from the training is all the fatigue. bigger eye bags, coutless mosquito bites, zombie minded thoughts..bah...
i think i lost quite a few kg now, its damn hard for me to gain weight know and arrrghhh!!!

Im a hungry ghost now to make up for the 1 week lost.

Re-adjustments

2009-11-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

Just 1 night of fun enough to spoil my 12am sleeping time habit, its soooooo hard to adjust back~ argh!!! gonna count my pimples liao la

Some random thoughts i had:

1. shd i or able to blog in japanese?
2. will i have a mahjong game before dec comes?
3. i want to be tan again!
4. pls put the specs at a fixed place to prevent difficulty finding it when awake
5. will i able to stop thinking of supper everyday?
6. theres alot of things to learn but will i able to handle?
7. go away 3rd dec lol

PS: i like the dream when i got the powers of absorbing many other powers~ (keep dreaming)

AFA 2009

2009-11-23T17:38:00.006+08:00

22th nov to say its my first time attending AFA, its nice but not that good experience for me though...

Main purpose:

1. To see K-on full team with my own naked eyes --> wheres Mio~!!!!

2. hope to see some of my favourite animes mechandise ---> only some, dissappointed that i cant find Inuyasha...

theres sure to have quite a few cosplayers around though i only like 3 ... the human sized gundam costume, Yukimura Sanada from Sengoku basara and Cloud (Kaname) haha...

well as to say im not really a photographer or a cosplayer, im just an average anime lover, i cant really feel the excitment but if im still as a cosplayer im sure i would enjoy much more (enjoy those flashes of cameras) haha...! i kinda miss those experience.

Some pics that i saw:

One piece figurines

Hatsune Miku!

Chibi ver. of Miku
K-on live event crowd

K-on live interview

K-on live dubbingK-on team chibi figurines

Eva type-01 figurine

Hot and cold

2009-11-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

have been sick for someday maybe becos of the changing climate, bah...just when the weather turned cool, i caught the cold-ness of it too =.= well getting better now..hope it doesnt get any worst, i need to get out of the house!

And i thought being sick wouldnt have much dreams but instead i had some funny ones again.
1. i was going on a sky diving when i land on piece of soft cloud without my flying equipment on, so i drift on. dare not drop down too as i was alone on the cloud =.=

2. this one cool, i was actually in resident evil game! wee the suspense of meeting different zombie creatures and i have my own arsenal to dispense ohohoho really enjoy the dream until i got eaten by a big fat hippo.

3. was on a field trip in the jungle alone when i found out that i forgotten to bring a torch light. it was damp in the jungle so its not really possible to do a fire. then suddenly came a falling meteor, boom i woke up.

i never get to understand any of my dreams =.=

Enjoyment

2009-11-11T14:05:00.001+08:00

hehe...1 word to describe theres few day = happy!
i tend to record less when im less bored or too busy..hmm..got to record some precious memories here before i forgot them all...

Holidays?

2009-11-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

Oooookay exams are over, i wonder will i be in good state. i just got this weird feeling (30% bored, 20% worried, 20% happy, 10% disappointed, 10% excited and 10% relief) you know....Boomz

an empty Nov to be but to compare wif my upcoming dec, i prefer Nov. Why?
Schedule for dec:
early dec = birthday! Osaka trip! results release and army chalet once again :(
mid dec = basically army issues :(
end dec = christmas! new year! and not to forget army stuffs again...

Army never fail to burn my holidays but o well counted as 3rd one which is 3/10 yrs cleared but theres ippt too kaoz...army = wasted of time, learned nothing in the 2 yrs service except for firing sar21 and that big dummy 84mm bazooka which i got phobia already. whats the use of learning how to treat the jungle as my friend...war in sg? i bet sg will sink first before theres a war coming zzzz

exam ended by im booooooooooooooooooooooooored....i got no plans for Nov! help!!!

Weird dreams

2009-11-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

Maybe its the exam stress lately that i got these wierd dreams keep popping out, some had sequel!

1. Dreamt of being in "claymore" story, im one of the powerful monster, doing quite alot of impossible stunts lol...i kinda like it
2. Cont of 1st story, was wondering around when i lost my handphone and i got attacked...this i dun get it...

3. I dreamt of having dinner at a romantic high class dining room with another girl. read the menu: "Jow and Jocelyn" then i woke up... i dun get it either..i knew no girl named Jocelyn =.= and i didnt get to eat~ then when i try to sleep to cont that dream...
4. it really cont and repeated same as before..still all blurish. but this time she suddenly jumped on me..kinda like a ghost that kind. that woke me up again lol maybe i watched too many horror movies

2nd paper

2009-10-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

2 papers down 2 more to go aargh

I dunno wat happened this sem, i dun have the urgency in taking the exam. I tend to blank out when i saw the exam paper...im kinda scared this time. 15 marks i wrote only 1 page content, i felt uneasy...

At 8pm+ the bubble tea store tried to killed me wif bubble MILK tea, well $2 wasted + $%#$% consequence follows zzzz

weee halloween party!

okie heres halloween joke:

两只鬼的故事
有两只鬼，刚死没多久，他们在某处遇到，便聊了起来。
A：嗨，你好。
B：.........哦，你好。
A：你也是刚死的啊？
B：是啊。。。
A：我们都一样呢！

在聊天的当儿，A一直抖个不停。B觉得好奇，便问A。

B：你怎么一直发抖啊？很冷吗？
A: 不是的（抖），我生前是被冻死的，所以现在就抖个不停。
B：怎么会酱呢？
A：唉，就别说了。那你呢？你是怎么死的？
B：我？哼！说了就生气！我是心脏病发而死的。
A：怎么说？说来听听。
B：我怀疑我的老婆搞外遇。
A：哇，你老婆好强啊！
B：哼！于是，我决定要去拆穿他们！有一天，我假装去上班。那天早上一切都没什么异样。
A：然后怎样了？
B: 我出去后，我便躲在离我家不远的某处。果然，不久后，有一辆车驾进我家，一个人也下了车并走进屋里。
A：真大胆呢！
B：我真想直冲进屋里，可是不能，要不然就无法捉奸在床了！
A: 接着呢？
B：等了不久，我便冲进屋里。在屋外时，我看到有双男人的鞋子。这更加说明了我的怀疑是对的！
B：我冲进屋里，我的老婆看到我，吓得愣在那，我便生气问她：“那个男人呢？”我老婆只能静静站在那，什么都不说。
A：最后有捉到那个人吗？
B：没有！我找遍了整个屋子都找不到！床底，衣橱，沙发，厕所，车底，通通都找不到那个男人！
A：结果呢？
B：因为太生气，结果心脏病发死了！哼！真是便宜了他们！
A：怎么会找不到呢？这么大的一个人！
B：就是找不到啊！
A：冰箱呢？你有去找吗？
B：怎么可能会在冰箱呢？
A：怎么不可能？要是那时你有开冰箱，那么我们俩可能就不会死了！B:.............................................

flashbacks

2009-10-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

I can't stop swooning at the way u forgot ur lyrics haha... kawaii ne!! especially at countdown 2005 singing truama~

Shd i challenge myself to speak jap for 1 month? haha... love to take on any challenge though

Issit me or EG is really not much to study...all common sense -.-

I like mugging at night.
Pros:
1. Im more productive at night as my brain is more active during the night than day
2. Its quiet, nice ambience
3. Its chilling under the aircon
4. Not much TV variety shows after 12mn
5. No distrubance, traffics, parents (asleep)...
6: Got a chance to have a little walk outside to get supper! nice atmosphere to take a stroll :)
Cons:
1. The bed looks more attractive at night, thus getting sleepy fast
2. Tendency to get more lazy and hungry
3. Need music

First paper

2009-10-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

First paper over...kinda terrible actually even i got the right concept of the questions...i wrote too little i think =.= basicaly i dunno wat am i writing about bahhhh this the first paper i do until so relax even though i dun have confidence haha...maybe just not in the mood or issit i really scared of meeting Goon again. saw him walking around during the exam but not in sight after the exam, wonder y...

Havent been 1 week, i played my guitar again lol well just for the "feel" ba haha...the need to relief!

random thoughts

2009-10-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

Just you wait my precious holidays, i will get to u guys right after the exams. Oh my holidays, make sure u guys got mr.food and mr.game all prepared. Oh yeah dun just invite both of them, the more the better :) Currently i just got into a fight with ms.SM and pls bare with it mr.pen, your my only hope. Oh not to forget mr.PC and ms.lappy, you guys really helped me alot through my studies, playing songs whenever i ask mr.mouse to ask u guys to play songs. I promise i will clean u guys up nice and shiny after all are over. oh yea got to say sorry to ms.mahjong and ms.guitar...gonna ignore you guys for some period of time :( alright! are you ready mr.pen?! lets combine our strength and win!

My Progress

2009-10-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

All this while i have been studying only MR and SM, but im still worried abt SM more than any other modules. Maybe becos of my failed assignment or maybe the marker is the same kind of person as that Goon is.

To tell the truth, at this point of time...im still not in the mood of studying =.= wats wrong? think back that i had spent almost 2 decades of my life in studies...books, notes...argh im getting tired. but i wont get bored of my mum's cooking heh

well, got to admit this sem we got more time to study. an average of 3 days in between each papers. maybe im really taking advantage of excess study period or issit the first time i got that much time to study during my uni times.... anyway i just having trouble to force myself memorising/study, its been my habit of studying last min which is 2/3 days before the exam. In mean time i just browse the net to update myself on the business world, its essential to exams answering examples o~ but surfing the web got their disadvantages... always got the tendency to browse on other stuffs instead...

Tips to get myself busy studying;

1. get any mahjong related stuffs out of my room
2. PC or just the monitor stay close
3. lay all my notes all over the bed and carpet for study purpose and also to prevent me from sleeping
4. close door
5. on air-con
6. face the wall, sit and study
7. need any web info just use lappy
8. on new age music for peace reading
9. most important thing, drinks and food ready at all times

Exam study period

2009-10-17T15:40:00.001+08:00

I can't concentrate!!!

Eat, sleep, surf web, movies, outings, weddings, parties, guitar aaarrghhh~!

Blissful marriage

2009-10-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the big event of Mr and Mrs Oh's ROM... both are my classmates from sec 1 and wow they are married! and also i met some of my old buddies there too haha...and wat surprised me is that they are either married or having a gf/bf along, yea feels like a million sword thrusting in my heart... well i feel happy for them, i get to see 2 of my sec friends married happily~

"Great, shdnt u start to find gf?" lol (stab stab) "shd i?" (block block) "gay?" (stab stab) "hell no!" (block block) "why not?" (stab stab) "hey the food is ready, lets dig in!" (dodge dodge) "yeah ok lets go!" (yay)

oh well not to spoil the holiday mood again, i just planned this week for just plain enjoyment but the next 2 weeks will be in full time study~

Buffet day

2009-10-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

yup its the beginning of a new whole month.

unhappy issues:

1. got cheated by NS again, rather pissed.
2. got the wrong bag for my wife.
3. i over spent

Happy issues:

1. Buffet frenzy again!
2. got to eat alot of delicious food the whole day
3. no more assignments

Well, its time to save again. happiness is priceless...money alone doesnt really motivates me directly until it turns into something i quantify. The most importantly be happy :) no money, just save, not enough work for it. i guess i will need to control myself abit...im becoming a fat pacman now eventhough im not fat =.= aaaargh its like wasting food on myself...frustrating...

enjoyment

2009-10-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

Heh another annual meeting with the old buddies under the older full moon but just lack of burning of candles,etc....i miss fire playing :(

Oh ever since the assignments is settle, been going around to have some good food :)

Hooooreaaaaah!

2009-10-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hugging my pillow and rolling on the carpet under the air-con~ aaaaah~ yup there goes half of my day

the other half was just practising some songs, strangely no blister but expected to pop out soon ba...

sian 2 of my old friends are going to tie the knot this month :(

practise practise!

2009-09-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

Wee got my bass guitar yesterday haha..the night before i was playing with my wife till 3am+ then woke up 8am+ for sch~ back at home around 7pm+ and continue playing with my wife again haha... i think i would have blister on my finger tmr...
Oh ya i havent give my wife a name yet hmm...

movieeeeeee!

2009-09-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

Finally i can have my assignment off my head for awhile this weekend haha!!!!
Going out wif my cousin late at nite reminds me of the past :D oh yea we watched Phobia 2. mid night horror show always adds value to the movie heh and especially in a loud theatre

Overall i give it 7/10, 5 shows in one with lots of twist in the story though i dun like 1 of them which bores me. i have to admit that the 1st series is more scarier than this "4Bia". i like the last show the best, rather hilarious :D hey its a great show to bring along ur bf/gf to watch!

Sunday a lazy day to be hehe great time to rest my brains...and wee tmr going for some shopping!

Suayness continues

2009-09-26T16:32:00.005+08:00

I think the suay period coming... got into alot of shit lately. I guess thats life. Will just pray that the lucky days follows along soon.

This the result after i accidentally dropped the 11 kg bowling ball on my foot. yea ouch.

Just hope for the better~

The need to relax

2009-09-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

wow i cant believe i dun even have time for a good nite rest...lets see...13th is the start of my nitemare hr presentation..so practically i need to prepare 2 weeks so... ok 1st of August is the start of the bombardment of assignments... so until todae theres never a day i didnt lay my hands off on assignments. Damn i thought after thurs can relax abit but todae got morning class + 6hrs proj meet :( hope this gets done fast... its almost 2 months of non-stop action and whats worst is that the exams are drawning nearer now...

Argh wheres my guitar hidding!!! i just suddenly got the urge to play uuuuuuuuuuu~

Enjoy while you can

2009-09-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Assignments are soon to end! last assignment and incoming exams! aaahhhh
need to find some enjoyment first before start on mugging exams again~

okie heres some fun "facts" (i find it offending =.=):

Reasons why Women find it hard to find the Man of their Dreams:

1.The nice men are ugly.
2.The handsome men are not nice.
3.The handsome and nice men are gay.
4.The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5.The men who are not so handsome , but are nice men, have no money
6.The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money
think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual,
don 't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual,
somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and
thank goodness are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us
when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?
"Men are like a fine wine.
They all start out like grapes, and it's our job,
to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until
they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

i wonder wat number am i belongs to...

frustration

2009-09-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

Congrats its the longest assignment bombardment ever recorded in my history book. Ever since the start of august presentation till now i have never relaxed for 1 day not thinking about assignments. I guess the temp end date to relax should be the 24th, just 1 more assignment to go after that and tada prepare for exams =.=

Jack Mezirow my new hero. Why ur theory keep modifying once every 2-3 yrs! 4 journals, 3 say different things about ur theory... guess i better follow textbook. left 2 days to finish up my current assignment and im only halfway through...Mezirow, u watch it....

Very pissed yesterday, i dun like to be pushed...hungry man with stress in the head = do not provoke.

Todae's hari raya day...anyway doesnt applicable to me though but still wish all a selamat hari raya~

dreaming

2009-09-19T17:52:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning raining heavily..so i slept till 11pm
Thinking of assignments really dulls my day. Took 30 mins staring at my photo on my desk reminds me of my younger self haha..didnt know i look that cute...i think when i took that pic that time, i got a tendency to laugh infront of camera..just feeling uneasy. But well when i grew bigger, camera seems to irritates me until i go into cosplaying and found that its really quite fun and while cosplaying, its nto me anyway haha...can actually imagine urself been taken like a superstar, hundreds of flashes haha...im quite shy at first but keep thinking thats not my real self and im fine :)

Enough of dreaming and d/l a few journals from the rmit lib to do my assignment already...
My stomach growls on :( JP food court shd be open by now :) but i kinda feel like having sushi dinner :(

Hot in the head

2009-09-16T18:23:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning got a greeting from some bagala worker mention about fixing some pipe outside the house, i really duno wat is he talking abt at first until he point at the pipe....

Ok next went to sch todae main purpose to have a group meeting which confirmed last nite before. Got there and tada no meeting. luckily lj asked for lunch, that really brightens the mood abit..."a hungry man is a angry man"

after lunch, got to find something to do to make my trip worth it. SM assignment comments. This really got me pissed after reading the comments.

1. The whole 4k words essay, only 3 pages are commented with less than 5 words each. (wth...ur sooo gd that u can assume the whole essay can be summarise in just the 1st paragraph?!)

2. Your comments requirement is more like asking for a report instead of an academic essay!

3. Since when it is wrong to do Samsung company which has an office in singapore and its private LTD! whats with that big circle on that! doesnt that fill the requirement?

4. And u can come out full lots of crap comments when ur not even reading on after the first paragraph, how do i know that? after a page of circles and comments, 5-6 pages are clean after that.

5. Failed paper are supposed to send back to RMIT for re-assessment, i guess the additional paper that stapled to my assignment is it. What surprised me is that, the comments are much more general than Goon... (let me guess, save the trouble reading 4k+ of word and just elaborate Goon's comment?)

6. Never in my life i got 1/5 for referencing. i have been doing fine for the other modules and y only SM that special?

7. I dun think a complain to RMIT directly will change anything. I dun care about the 4 marks seriously, but i do care when i have such an idiotic lecturer around breathing in the same room as me.

Theres lots of irrational thoughts in my head right now but im taking rational actions instead. Just waiting for the chance to get it out, just u wait for ur judgement day...

A small relief

2009-09-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

EG down, 2 to go~ 2198/2000, 0/700 and 0/3000

Been locking in my room for ages now...having downout by SM results really make me furious. Who the hell employ this kind of person. Another person told me he just copy paste the whole annual report and got a 15/20 >.> nvm...mention about his name spoils my day. not worth it.

I really need to sleep early, i got this feeling that im gonna adapt back to those sleepless days. Alright nothing really fasinates me todae, i need foooood....

venting anger

2009-09-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

Firstly hunger and anger = know whats a volcanic eruption
Feel like eating till i forget about it, maybe ice cream helps..actually anything that goes inside my mouth helps. The result doesnt tells me anything, i need reasons!!! better be good...that good for nothing Goon, it rhymes. this the first time i got a result like this since sec sch lol ok im aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangry *strips naked and turn air-con full blast*

Im not angry abt the marks 6/20, 4 marks is nothing...im angry abt Goon! fail me enough but how come even my friend who does MNC with me...must be something wrong right? there must have a good explaination for this. blogging at this hour to vent my anger really spoils my day. off for food madness~

Art of relaxation

2009-09-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

Everyday been a struggle to take step by step, day by day but sometimes serveral days just came all at once and attacked me. Especially assignment dates...it does relief me abit when the date of one of the assignment is drawn back abit but its still within the danger period.

No MJ this month, im abit sian... so instead i went out alot for food hunt, obsession with delicacies already aiyo....

Todae's food menu is such a mixed up diff timing, diff quantity of food...i had more on breakfast than for lunch and dinner >.> i had a terrible dinner, will need a supper afterwards.

My stomach has its reasons which the mind cannot comprehend, ask the mouth for advice. The mouth said yum yum.

Oh ya Comex coming...i dun even have time to go argh...
Im so brain dead these few days..really need to upgrade my brain intel chip processer
Food for the brain = Banana (Fact)

Shopping craze

2009-09-06T23:39:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning got to do some "make up" before attending "that" thing...

oh well until abt 2+ and i got to do some shopping at Orchard :) on a spending spree~
Hours of shopping and bought 2 tees and a precious gift to myself haha... though it cost quite a bomb but i believe its worth it becos im worth it lol reminds me of loreal...
the wrapper already tells everything haha...i still hate that bull la

Braun Buffel gift for myself

Reached home at night feeling guilty about going shopping when im suppose to be doing my assignments. But its essential to relief some stress off so as to prevent any data block inside my brain. I know spending $$ is quite an expensive way of a relief but i dun have a gf so i spend on myself lo haha...and also sometimes i treat my friends when im in the mood to :) its meaningful!

Tiring day to be

2009-09-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

Slept for 10 hrs striaght and then sch~ :( lifeless....

Last min preparation for presentation for case study is such a screw up haha..but anyway no marks given im alright

Heading down to Ion orchard with licker->

My dinner

Licker's dinner

waited 10 mins for my meal and lick's just took abt 1min bah..., the enviornment not bad actually just that its just another food court... food rating 2/10 and its expensive for that kind of food

Oh i saw halipi xiao weng weng shopping too haha...

I went home with an unhappy face...im empty handed :( was suppose to shop something back home but....theres really nothing that caught my eyes aaargh im so frustrated. All my energy gone to a waste...waste of energy = waste of food

A sweet dream is wat i need the most~

little shopping

2009-09-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

9.30a.m class, woke up at 7a.m but reached class at 10.30a.m. Why? The story goes like this...first i slept at 1+am and i manage to woke up at 7am..its raining, ok 30 mins more...then meddle with some file transfer into thumbdrive and get dressed up for sch, stepped out of house at about 8.30. waited for 20 mins for bus to come as 5 bus gone from the other side to MRT...so i gave up, cross the road and waited for any bus to go MRT and take train. oh finally the long awaited bus came in pairs but im at the other side now. Oh well head for the MRT then. good old comfy bus hehe i really like that cushion bus, next time i shd take pic of it. and so basicaly i end up for a 90 mins journey to sch, inclusive of printing notes and stuffs = 2 hrs total

The angry thing is that this not the first time, im late mainly becos of this but...its no reason to blame the bus right? my fault lo 9.30 class i shd step out of the house 2 hrs earlier =.= sometimes i really hate the bus service, its never on time. Being late has no excuse, if ur late...ur late. Consquences= missed first half of lesson, mised breakfast, few seats available in class.

After class theres group discussion and after that shopping! well we went IMM for some little shopping and had tea break in between. Visited 3 old buddies of mine- lige, jianyong and min teik sicne they are working there. bought some "useless" stuffs and had some burned unagi bbq set from "Pepper lunch". i forgotten to flip upon arrival =.= so end up get to eat some black unagi and rice... oh yea the enviornment kinda nice but i dun really like the embience...it feels like food court.

Pepper lunch

After then i head back to JP to shop for wallet but still...nothing caught my eyes. gonna head town someday to shop for more :D im glad im not the only picky ones around when shopping is concern haha...

food obssession

2009-09-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Bah...another wasted day in sch just to submit my assignment. After then comes buffet lunch :D teychew style , kinda plain and light taste but i like it. Though i dun eat as much as i did cos im actually not that hungry, i still tried most of the food available there. And theres some eye candy for me :) wee i met some jap meimei~ aww if only i had the proficiency and confidence to approach them...to think that i only know simple jap...wont be enough i guess haha...stay down boy! i just rate that place 3/10, the environment turns me down and with average food and service.

After all those heart filling foods, time to do some shopping...hmm..so many things to buy with little budget to spend. gonna consider this and that, gah...how i wish im working then i dun need to consider anything. Im not really a big spender on luxury stuffs but rather on food :) but im quite picky on foods, rather delicacies. and im quite particular about the cleaniness of the environment and ambience. i dun really label myself as a classy diner but hawker is definately out of my dictionary.

PS: dear NG pls refrain urself from taking afternoon naps, u wont be able to sleep at nite and therefore cant wake up on time for morning class. so...no napping in future!

Spoiled Sunday

2009-08-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Why is my Sunday that boring?

1. I got no plans for today
2. Nice movies on HBO channel
3. Nice weather for sleep
4. Nice food in the house
5. Assignments to finish

Another glass of red wine for the boring me XD
i have got a sudden urge to learn driving after watching too fast too furious for the third time...should i? heard the govt gonna control the freedom of driving sperating peak and off-peak driving.

The happy, sad and anger management

2009-08-28T23:55:00.007+08:00

Todaes the day i got charged. Went on to NSSC to be surprise to see a long que of ppl haha... Rather amazed than feel sad for us, long que to get sentence quilty. Well for me, i got into a long argument with the officer there. result = confidential :P The whole process took me hours and finished around 3+, im starving!

Meeting my old friend after that for some recap at "Ginza plaza" which is known as west coast plaza now. In search of the usual Ban mian restruant but dissappointed to find everything had changed. End up we choosen Sakae sushi buffet :) i blame my tummy...

Hehe heres a dare! Wasabi fun :)

I can do it too! Hot head after that~Sashimi and some unknown food Haha...nice expression!Hey gorgeous! diao~Second thought, act cute abit wakaka...

Downside is that i missed my EG class and SM proj meeting, i cant do anything all because of that offense zzzz.... They better not touch me when im having exams or i will let them know whats the power of a civilian can do.

A nice fulfilling friday with some magic games and mahjong to cover the day up. Oh thx Ronald for that bottle of Rosa to spice the mood abit haha...though its not that good stuff but its nice!

Going for the kill

2009-08-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Next gonna be hella busy, with 2 assignments date due on 18th, 1 more on the 24th and some mini assignments in between weeks....I have got no time for proper rest! even this army thing really bothering me. Right tmr im gonna be charge =.= for the second time in my life.

After watching G-force i really miss my hamsters T.T thought i really hate to clear ur smelly cage but i miss u little cute furballs more~

Todae just had swensens for lunch and im barely half full =.= i suffered the whole afternoon...

I totally had no mood to do anything todae, keep thinking of tmr's charge sickens me zzzz this is what they called "buay song".

Far from done

2009-08-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

I find myself drawn in to this song last month but got addicted as i listen to it more and more, im going crazy already haha...

Oh theres this song by Shakira which fansinates me "She wolf" haha...this song never fail to project this funny images of 5 guys dancing funny in syn haha... but anyway, shes hot and gorgeous! crazy dance moves she got there in her music video

I finished my HRD assignment last sun which took me 1 day to finish but...i took 3 days to edit. Problem when i try to take everyone's advice and keep changing here and there. For the better i hope

Oooolright, she really annoys me..such a pretty, cute, beautiful girl to be but with such a bad attitude really gives me the worst impression. For 3 times u ignored me, not even a hi,bye =.= aaargh annoying. and that is y i see ppl by inside not by the looks.

old habits

2009-08-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

Im still trying to get rid of all my bad habits one by one...
Well i have kinda used to being sleeping early, average around 12mn...still late but its an improment rather than 4am :D but theres this side effects...the day seems longer and i tend to take naps in between which eventually destroy my night balance =.= trying to go into sleep seems harder now....

Basically i just have to try:
1. tire myself by doing lotsa exercise
2. have a supper before sleep
3. listening to new age music
4. think of tmr an exciting day to be
5. just force myself to lie on bed

Flashbacks of todae:
1. I didnt noticed im actually sitting so close to the lecturer, this should be my first or in a looooong time
2. I seems blur out during SM meeting, i dun understand a single issue! i hate figures!
3. Our MR lecturer seems "hot" lol]
4. Im one in the million who wore purple T-shirt in school..PS. im not gay
5. Im addicted to facebook and twitter, help...

restructuring

2009-08-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

Still sorting out my Imeem song list and manage to upload these 2 songs from my com. Spa for the stressed mind ya? hehe

Well today came unexpected, im planning on a waking up around 12pm but...got an emergency call that spoils my sweet dream. Its not that often i have dreams about me being a super hero with powers wor haha....

Alrighty~ another normal day to be, did abit of assignment, nap and some movies~ thats all :(

theres this video which i saw years ago but i never fail to laugh everytime i watch it!

The flashbacks

2009-08-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

I just can't stand the way my EG lect taught, its really not his fault...problem would be me that i cant tolerate heavy singlish especially when im trying to concentrate on studies.

Went to school with nuggets stuffing in my mouth, sat for like 30mins and its break time. i went on slacking outside while the lect continues. Basicaly the notes are too good and he always finish his lecture before the break, the second half was just plain explaining assignments and stuffs. I really hate fridays to end like this, boring...

MR meeting after the class and i get to see a familiar face! OMG its my one and only ex-lover! Though its not the same love that i used to have but...its just look so alike. Well end up i keep staring at that lovely white F330 :( your the baby i ever wanted...

Alright after the meeting, some of us head for Mos burger to have a little bite. i found this area that has a very nice atmosphere, i like~ haha...sitting on a sofa and this what my right view looks like ->

Really adds value to my cravings :)

Its another boring friday night to be....always looking for a better tomorrow~

Exercising day to be

2009-08-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

I ate a total of 5 meals today, 2 for breakfast, 1 for lunch, 1 for tea break and 1 for dinner, maybe supper soon...i just feel guilty out of sudden. So...i went running during the evening. I feel relieved after that haha...came back home to finish a pack of Doritos :D

While i was running i thought of my guilty pleasures in my life:

1. Food food delicacies, buffets!
2. Long hours of sleep
3. still thinking haha...

The pool of mud before me reminds me of why my NS buddies gave me the name "ah girl", it was during one of a outfield exercise and whenever we go outfield, its always raining! Mud pools are prone to be everywhere and so all my buddies sat under a tree and hibernate. I was standing still looking far. My sergent asked why did i stand where everyone is sitting, not tired from road march? i replied "im shivering and damn tired but i prefer to be clean rather than dirty" everyone laughed... Maybe im kinda particular about cleaniness ba even now haha...

improvements

2009-08-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

Some people started to complain i dont really blog in full...
but anyway its my blog, its my style :P

Today as i was finding for my IC size photo, i found out that all my photos are not consistent. they all look very different... I dunno why, maybe because of my hair, glasses or the expression i made lol i kinda lovin it though haha...

I wonder why are we slacking upon assignment week, maybe its like chiong for once and will able to enjoy after...army style ya? its rather unusual la haha...it really talks about effectiveness and efficiency, will talk about quality after the results lol shd group earlier lo...till sem 5 then got this kind of group, ahh will do will do...

Somehow i felt the pressure around me as friends either getting married or gotten a girlfriend already. Personally im a freeman and i love being free, not attached or anything like that haha... Well i will let relationship stuffs come naturally. I need someone who truely understand who am i and not exactly "like" me. Most important is mutual trust, i dun like people who doesnt trust me in doing things. When i say believe me, i done it...i really mean it. Oh yea, im not gay! Ok, gonna stop promoting myself since my heart is still shut, getting off topic too....

I have got a feeling that exams wont be that easy to study cause im still slacking my way through. May come to a day when im drowning in my pile of notes again...
Aargh i want that bottle of Lafite Rothschild!!!! but but...$700+ for a bottle is...>.< its worth it!!! aside from ice wine, red wines are my next darling haha...im a pleasure drinker :)

Movie day out

2009-08-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

G.I.Joe~
Haha...as what the reviews said, it really packed with action every minute and its really have it originality in them. love those ninja moves :D that korean ninja really made me think of all the funny movies he acted in before this movie....well overall i give it 7/10~! worth a watch! Whats more they remixed bom bom pow at the end of the show lol

This one drive me laughing quite awhile:
me: "wtf how come this cucumber salad so bitter?"
Laobu: "cos the farmer planted the cucumbers near bittergourd."

Those times...

2009-08-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today just another flash back moment by playing with magic haha...
Its such a waste of time but such times really kicks me back into the past time where we were in sec sch :) The most enjoyable time still lies in sec sch times...i wanna turn back time and be rebellious again!!! hahaha....!!!

something special

2009-08-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

Im soooo tired and slept at around 9pm+ yesterday but a sudden phone call brings me to life lol maybe its the ringtone haha...

Unknown no: "Hello im Esther do u still remember me?"
me: "Uuuh..."

Unknown no: "nooor...that Esther, we met the last time?"
me: "err..."

Unknown no: "are you sleeping? such a sleepy voice haha..."
me: "Uuuh...?"

Unknown no: "haha...are you working now? or still finding job?"
me: "im still a student..."

Unknown no: "haha...i thought you graduated from RMIT?"
me: "erm..about one more year to go..."

Unknown no: "oh! haha...k la, i just wanna share my job experience with you. Sorry to disturb you of your sleep, haha... gd night!"
me: "oh its alright, so what about your job?"

Unknown no: "haha...oh nvm haha...shall call you again next time, good night!"
me: "Oh ok good night.."

(I have got no idea who is she =.=)

Today another tiring day, morning class + 6 hr+ project meeting but i was happy to have a happy dinner haha...food really brightens my day! thats my self proclaim reward for a hard day of sch haha...

Presentation

2009-08-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning i keep memorising the script for my presentation till i cant take it anymore, i switch on the techno songs for brain washing haha...
End up i still got to depend on the script to present. code dress: all black lol im wearing black in and out :D, well todae im not late for class! cos i took cab there lol
hmm...maybe im in a little hurry that i forgotten i havent had lunch so...my stomach grumbling away through out the presentation. Food = fuel, no food...i cant think lol hmm..its not the first time i do presentation so i know what to expect, the only thing that makes me nervous is that my grp keep snatching my script (confidence)away~
didnt expect the lecturer said its too well done till the audience doesnt have any questions to ask haha...sian...-marks
Reached JP at around 5pm+ to find myself staving, food everywhere and so....i buay tahan bought carrot cake, bachooo mee , almond ice, etc....muahaha~!! as long theres food im happy :)

I wanna be be be far away ay ay
so i can be be be at home~

Just my luck

2009-08-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

I wanna be be be be be far away ay aay ay~

idiot me to right so complicated script, now i have to shallow every word and vomit out tmr with flow~ im in deep trouble now...simple boy...get it down simple

Gorgeous night to be

2009-08-11T02:10:00.002+08:00

Have been asking this question every night, What should i do tomorrow after i wake up?
It just depends on what will i be doing tomorrow and to decide should i be sleeping early. If it were 10 years ago, i will definately stay up late at night just to enjoy the cooling atmosphere :)

This assignments really screw me upside down, i really miss all the fun activities under the sun :(

busy morning

2009-08-08T10:16:00.002+08:00

break time!

coincidence or just fate

2009-08-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

do i believe in fate? no, but i believe in luck :)
At about 12:34.56 noon todae which is 07/08/09 i dreamed abt the earth being square.
Everything seems to be square too, the next thing i remember being square is Habbo world lol

morning calls

2009-08-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

I never like waking up early, lets just say i dun have a habit of waking up early.
Somehow i need to get myself motivated for a wholeday of fliming lol i sux at acting haha..so unatural. Wokeup to find out my specs are missing, flip flop everywhere and i give up cos im late! i just poke my eyes with haste and flew out haha...not nice to be late everytime! but i hate the journey there took me 1 hr...so tired...gonna cut down on night activities then...
damn assignments....

paranoid

2009-08-01T20:39:00.003+08:00

Shd i shd i not, but shd i not or shd i shd not.
its the same as haha hehe or hehe haha, haheheha? hehahahe...
porter potter porter or potter, i seems to mixed up micheal porter with harry potter

gah my brains is filled with all the techno beat after listening to techno the whole day haha...seems that been long time since i listen back to them...really miss those days :(

Night once again

2009-07-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

I love the night but i really hate doing assignments at night
though im kinda productive at night on certain hours but still i like my night to be enjoyable

crap.

Pictures from cable 3 weeks ago

2009-07-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yea, its the three little piggiesWet piggies
Time for a break
in action!

Pro acting huh

2009-07-22T18:49:00.002+08:00

hey hello~ this my wife and daughter here... why am i not working? haha...my company is kind enough to give me a half day off just to accompany my family. yeah and guess what, we are going to the zoooo! wooooo~ i enjoy my work!

i sucks at acting hahaha...

SM assignment is such a #@@#$%@#, well deal with it. every semester will have times like this ahh...and whats worst is presentation zzzz hate all the preparation even though its fun :)

Cable ski~!

2009-07-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

haha..been enjoying since the sch reopen, went to experience some cable ski-ing. drank quite an amount of water before knowing the technique of balancing. the cable ran damn fast! lotsa pics in my facebook.

assignments => ignored!! ha!!!

evaluation

2009-07-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

HRD lect = great lecturer, humourous, entertaining facts haha...thumbs up
SM lect = idiotic ego bastard, really hates this type who wanted his students to fail. not replying to email, giving such a confusing speech and guidelines. he didnt even mention abt his requirements for assignments!
EG lect = a nice person but i dont really like the way he teach...the slang/ singlish hes using for teaching. guess i have to adapt.
MR lect = haha...interesting fellow, though her lect is kinda boring but her actions never fails to entertain me.

Im officially addicted to Doritos.

Busy not

2009-06-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes its just feels good to occupy yourself with lotsa things rather than stoning infront of the TV/com. Recently its just running out of things to do other than the usual RT.

I still wish theres 1 more month for enjoyment before the school re-open.

Gah so many things had happened when im not blogging...and when i have time to blog i tend to forgotten them =.=

Unknown tiredness

2009-06-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today went to school to change my minor from finance to marketing. Well on the urge to gain weight i just ate a chicken wing on the way to sch, chicken meat on satay stick on the way to class and a toblerone chocolate on the way in. Saw so many people fail, i also quite sad...theres even friends i know from dip course asked me "which one?". i just reply im here to change minor >.< finance just not my type of thing ba.
After that went to plaza sing to celebrate with mass eating of carls jr. burger muahaha a chicken swiss meal upsized without cheese and change the mayo into bbq sauce please thank you hehe ahhh so filling, then went shopping awhile...
In the evening have to go back to cheer on my mum's birthday :D hope shes one happy mum forever!

biggest spoil of my life

2009-06-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

Never like NS and i bet almost all the men will agree with me, 2 yrs of service is already enough but why the 10 years cycle. thats stupid, just say thats my life as a singaporean man. Its in my life, deal with it. Yeah becos im going in and out soon thats why i whine about it...

Mj day

2009-06-06T12:18:00.002+08:00

Lunch with long time no see Qs and budee then after met choi for 4 rounds of MJ ouch which ends at around 2am+ i think..so tired now...been learning how to sing this song :)

Black out

2009-06-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

Went crazy the whole day, fly off to tampines mall to have lunch. evening lying on bed and daydream, at night whole block blackout went running in the park behind.

Result coming, i need to get prepare HA! siao liao

Hot Hot Hot!

2009-05-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

Damn the weather nowadays is getting hotter and hotter, sometimes i wonder what happen to the other side of the world. Had so many dreams lately maybe becos i took up on running to tire myself to sleep. I guess i will have to make it Mon, Wed, Fri and sometimes on Sun. crazy me running for just 30 mins and walk back another 30 mins haha... The living room is just too hot to play my ps3 games! sad sad sad!

results day is coming, im nervous like shit. cant do anything besides praying, did my best within that tight exam. Hope for the best.

At night which is time for chill out, music for the ears, movies for the eyes, wines to appreciate and relaxing under the cold condition. This is the best i could do alone in my room at night :(

the urge to do something

2009-05-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

Life getting tired out of sudden, running around the park on alternate days, Meeting different runners, some smiling some panting like dog...expressions that interest me and ofcos there are pretty ones :P Planning friday for another run! Just felt good after running, stamina increase and so is my fitness...gaining back to normal soon. I have already given up hope getting fat might as well burn myself up for health reasons. Its not healthy just stay lazy around and eat. lets get pumping! Nowadays i seldom sleep after 1am lol duno issit the red wine effect or im dam tired after the run. anyway it feels good, tend to have all the dreams in my sleep, sweet ones, frightening ones, funny ones or even wet ones lol looking forward for me...alright time to sleep!

running madness

2009-05-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

wheather sooooooooo hot! made me feel like running then take a nice cold bath and hibernate in my air con room :D from morning 8am tolerate till 5 pm and then had dinner, rest awhile. i finally cant take it anymore, gear on and run! muahahaha shiat i should never wait till night then run aih....
Alot of idians in the park with those "familiar" smell, ok no discrimination o. Just that i cant take it, demoralize. i should run in the morning/ evening haish....

Grandma Birthday

2009-05-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

Be ready for a great buffet lunch. Nothing interesting actually, i feel sad aih...cousins just come and out and i just sit around watching TV aih...sad sad....

Came back home, no mood. anyhow watch a movie on streaming. suay suay kena a gay movie blah but its funny one though haha...oh not gay PORN hor, i almost puke when they go half naked kissing each other zzzz was having dinner at that time